16 Feb is our anniversary
16 Feb 2008 was the first day I realize that in this life I only love you, and I hv to find u.
It’s has been 5 years, and I havent found you. 🙂
are you hidding from me?
I am always here for you darl…
insha Allah we are one… 🙂
I will wait for you more, till you come to me. even thousands year 😀 he he
Luv you as always insha Allah…
I will do my best to finish my study soon.
then I will make sure who are you!
be prepared uke 😉 :p
miss u as always… and more than that ^_^ muuuu muuu muuu :-*
if I dont have Iman and Islam inside of my heart and mind, I am sure I prefer to commit suicide.
I feel nothing, and I want to be at the closest place to Allah…
I am afraid I cannot bear this alone darl.
I miss u so bad, and more than that.
Last night I heard a voice on my dream
the most beautiful voice of a man I ever heard
suddenly when I wake up, I hug my teddy bear and said “ahh my husband is missing me”
lols he he…
I am also missing u soooo much dear darl.
Luv u as always insha Allah… 🙂
I need ur hug darl… the tight ones…
feeling bad, unstable… I dont know why
is this yours?
darl… come to me please…
I luv you… no matter what
I pray that Allah gives me feeling acceptance of you, no matter how you look like, where u come from. insha Allah.
luv u darl… insha Allah
I am afraid I betray you…
I am still 23 nearly 24
I dont know when you will come to me…
2 years later? 3? 4? 5?
How can I stand to stay on ur name which is unknown for that long time?
Darl. please pray for me. I will try my best, to stay on ur name only.
this love is getting bigger
yet I know u are not ready to meet me…
how long should I wait you darl?
dont say till I am burried on my grave.
I just want to be halal for you… I am affraid with haram relationship… I am afraid darl…
can u hear me how I scream inside of my heart?
I promis I will try to be strong woman in this world,
I am alone, but I can feel that you always beside me darl.
I am strong enough although I know it has been flooding of tears on my eyes
because I am little bit tired always imagining you whom I dont know you will come to me.
I am strong enough darling, insha Allah.
Just pray for me that Allah will give me activities to forget that I am alone.
Activities that make me busy and not thinking to betray you to other men.
Darl, really, insha Allah I love you by all my heart now.
#I communicated again with my ex darl. I am very happy that he is reaching his dream. I pray for that. but I know he doesnt want my presence. He always feels disturb because of me.
Darl, if someone is worth and loved, she/her is never disturbing right?
and I know my ex is not you darl 🙂
I hope he will get someone better.
and I pray that I will marry someone I love that someone loves me. as the way we are. insha Allah. ameen. 🙂
darl… it hurts me when someone tries to match me to a man.
it hurts me because I cannot feel he is you.
I believe Allah will make me recognize you.
but darl, nowadays when my friends think that I am old enough and ready to marry.
I feel so much hurt being matched…
I just miss you darl. when will you come? are u one of them who are matched with me?
I dont wanna do trials and error.
darl, call me. I ‘ll answer you, so you can recognize me. so you dont need to be worried that I will go from you.
Insha Allah I am trying not to betray you.
I keep this heart for you, only.
The one I will feel very strong connection; my husband.
Luv u darl hub, as always insha Allah.
I am trying to keep smile 🙂 bcz I remember you, I dont wanna be sad bcz I believe you are also still looking for me now 🙂
May Allah always help us darl, ameeeen. 🙂